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You have the freedom to be yourself here and now!

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You are led through your lifetime by the inner learning creature, the playful spiritual being that is your real self.

Don't turn away from possible futures before you're certain
you don't have anything to learn from them.

You're always free to change your mind
and choose a different future, or a different past.

- from "Illusions, The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah" BY: Richard Bach

Update: It is now 2011 i'm 30 years old, I'm happily married, have 2 step kids and my wonderful daughter. We live in a modest apartment in the Village of Williamsville. I have seen a lot in this world but not enough to write a book. lol. I have learned alot by having a mentally ill teenager in my life like there is an end to patience and no one is perfect, Parents do have eyes behind their head and mother and father can hear what your saying behind their back, love is boundless and you never do stop learning about yourself. My stepson is also special, literally. He has spinal bifida and is mentally handicapped. He also challenges the boundries, He is stronger then he looks, don't stand behind him when he's mad cause he can still punch you, he can love you as quickly as he can be mad at you, more often then not he is honey then vinegar, he has a high pain tolerance but will copy everyone's ailments and knows just the things to make you laugh. And those who know my daughter, well she is an exceptional kid, but she is also for the most part a normal kid. She does silly things, gets into trouble from time to time and loves all she can with her huge heart. She is very close with her step brother and watches over him like a hawk. So what I'm trying to say is finally for once in my life I have my family and I couldn't be happier.
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